exhauastion.

just getting home off of night 3 in a row...i'm exhausted to say the least.

Last night was horrible night at work, I hate nights like that where I get so irritated with someone/something that I get so mad that I'm miserable. I was REAL frustrated last night, so to my Mr. Sassaphrass patient last night I say "Get your act together before I return Thursday"....

Can I just say that I'm SO happy grey's anatomy is back on!! I'm loving the whole 2 episodes of season 8 so far. I had requested the season premiere night off work and I think my boss was on to me because after that I've been and continue to be scheduled for every Thursday night. Thank you Hulu.

Therapeutic shopping trip the other was a great success! It was Wednesday and naturally I had to go find a new outfit for the Walmart date Friday. It was a fantastically expensive day : ) Candice and I spent the afternoon at the mall-enjoying graduated, career, money spending life snacking on Pretzel Bites before we left. I had to re-build some faith in Howie(battery troubles again) and then ventured through traffic and construction to visit Jeni. She made a yummy dinner, we went and found her a beautiful dresser for her cute place, got desert, and hung out with her roommate Nichole. It was a great day where I realized how great it is to not be in school and I could hear "this is gotta be a good life..." playing in the back of my head all day, and then I checked the bank account later...

I went across the street to the hospital on my middle of the night lunch break two nights ago and I just kept staring at the nurses in the lounge. I'm sure they were slightly creeped out but I didn't care, I just kept thinking about how envious I was of the hospital job they have. I may have been slightly dreaming what it must be like. When I returned to work I found myself having a conversation with another nurse later about if whether or not I was looking elsewhere or not. We got talking and I realized just how ungrateful I am when she said that, "Other nurses complain so much, I don't think they realize how lucky they are to have a job." hint taken, I stopped daydreaming about the hospital and went back to my stressful patients.

My roommate aka Sharbear talks to herself, ALOT! And the other morning I had just fallen asleep after work to be woken up to tenor/bass style singing in the shower. I started laughing, she's such a sweet spirit. Then I instantly felt bad for my other roommate knowing she had school and such and that the bathroom was going to be occupied for quite a while. I shuddered remembering my latest roommate experience, grateful for my current room/bathroom situation and rolled over and went back to sleep.

To update/talk about the walmart man date or not that is the question???? maybe. afterall some funny stories are involved.

Welp I've vented and rambled so much to the point I don't make sense however I feel so much better, more relaxed and think my adrenaline rush from a crappy night is finally worn off, so I can go crash now. nighty night non-nocturnal world.