reason.season. lifetime.

people change, life moves on. Never been a fan of losing people I'm attached to but I've lost a couple a few months back. people claim to be some one's best friend but have no idea how to treat them, and suddenly selfishness is the only thing that matters. That brought out the lovely characteristics of jealously, and envy along with lying. sounds healthy relationship to me! but it's exhausting and people can only handle so much mistreatment, especially in stressful times of their lives. But I'll be honest memories are everywhere and can't help but remind ya of how you really used to have the best of times. during this time I heard the statement that "they don't just cut people out of their lives". sounds so easy doesn't it? just one little snip and bam it's all over with. truth is, it's a lot harder than it sounds. and I think that the cutting is being done with a dull knife or scissors(whichever you prefer) because for some reason it just has to keep continuing all these months later. I wish it would have been a nice clean cut, with the edges of the wound well approximated : )
I heard something recently and with my love of quotes it's stuck with me on the bad days to remind me it's just how life goes! it goes a lil somethin like this...
some people come into our lives for a reason, some for a season, and some for a lifetime.
not sure if I got it right word for word but gets the point across. I've always been a believer that people come into your life for a reason but I love that it's okay and normal that some don't stick around for a lifetime. So I'll work on stop being so butt hurt and stubborn myself and realize I'm a lucky lil lady for the friends I do have. their the best. and the others, well I hope for your sake you grow up someday.