final countdown.

2 1/2 days until I'll be living back in the cedar city. Mixed feelings. I didn't want this summer to happen because I knew it was going to be a rough summer for all of us and I found myself wishing away a summer before it ever happened-stupid i know because summer is the greatest! which despite the hard times this summer has still turned out to be awesome and I've loved every minute of it(okay maybe not every minute of work but pretty close!). and now I find myself once again sad to leave having gotten attached to being here for the summer-yet anxious to get back to school and see friends again. torn, part of the joys of having chosen to go away from home for school.

This was a different kind of summer for me and so therefore I'm going to miss some different and possibly unusual things once I move back on Friday:
-getting up in the late night/early morning hours with Kezzy
-Having Kez to myself all day Wednesdays and getting to play mommy
-"pillow talking" with Ash
-family events big or small(did I mention that I'll be the only one not living at my parents come fall, therefore the only one missing out on things. bummer)
-massage time
-Adventures with Jeni without having to travel so far : )
-Tuesday dates with Candice
-treats, drives, hangouts, and talks with Kobe
-Crest drinks with Ash
-worldword: with dog, and duck, and pig, and sheep, and bear, and frog there's always a surprise!!
-sunday dinners
-bathtime with Kez
-"PAT!!! PAT!!! please come help me, please, please!!"
-sleeping with Reina, and having her as a personal door greeter every time I come home
-DVR nights with Ash: bachelorette, secret life, Y&R, and portions of son in law
-My parents being just a walk around the block away
-grocery shopping with Ash and Mom
-being in the same town as J.Pate for a portion of the summer for the first time in years
-Max and J.Love
-late night dinners saved for me
-grandpa Fife and sneaking in the front door
-many many more....etc...etc...

thanks for the great summer ya'll.


cheers to senior year of college. here I come