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Grey's Anatomy is my favorite show, no secret there. I love it so much and have seen every episode of all the six seasons so far and could probably tell you about any character on the show and what part they play in the show. I'm obsessed to the point that in nursing school I am often raising my hands commenting "there's an episode on Grey's about that", "oh yeah I learned about that on Grey's one time!". Luckily enough I wasn't the only obsessed one in my class so that at least a few others knew what I was talking about and could join in. Point is: Grey's never fails to disappoint me and last night with the season finale they were successful once again to leave me on the edge of my seat, silently cussing, cheering, and yes crying (not the first time crying during a Grey's episode that I can promise). For those of you who missed it, I won't ruin anything but if you still wanna be friends watch it ASAP, and for those of you not planning on watching it, shame on you! you should really get your priorities in line : )
All I'll say is that after last nights epidose I'm just glad that Mcjustreallyreallyreallyhot didn't get killed off, cause I just LOVE him!!

mmmmmmm!!!

one picture just isn't enough : )

thank you ABC for the most amazing show and can't wait for next season!!!

Now more importantly I had an epiphany last night while watching Grey's, I saw what bitterness and hatred can do to you when you let it in and hold on to it letting it eat you alive until you are no longer yourself and start doing things and acting like you would not normally act. Point is, I'm a bitter person, and I hold grudges, I know I shouldn't but I do. and my lil sis would even agree with me when she pretty much told me the other day that I never let things go.thanks chan : ) I'm working on it!! It's hard for me, especially when it comes to a select few family members (who will remain nameless) situations that when I think about it brings me to tears no matter what and suddenly turns me fighting mad until I get almost as bitter as this certain someone was on the show last night. I need to stop it, that's the epiphany I had. I need to learn to let go and let forgiveness work and forget about it. Because in these two situations that I'm referring to, both family members have long forgiven and forgotten but me third party person refuses to, that is refused to until now : ) I think my older sister was a genius when she said to me months ago "have you ever thought that the reason the situations for these two family members won't change because you need to get over it and forgive??" thanks ash, I'm just barely realizing it for myself now and I'm going to work on it. try really really hard!!

love-former bitter B