game changer

I used to be different. I used to look at life differently. I used to think about relationships differently.
Then almost a year ago I met the game changer....

Then: I never dared be myself around someone I could be interested in.
Now: After being myself from day 1 I've realized why wouldn't you be yourself?? Being you is what makes you unique and special and awesome!

Then: I used to make excuses not to text or call and most of all to avoid dates.
Now: I cannot wait to text, call and especially go on a date!!

Then: I used to be a work-a-holic and pick up extra shifts, burying myself in school and work with a mindset that I don't need marriage and will be fine being alone working my life away and making millions(okay okay probably just thousands).
Now: I hate working. I dread my shifts because working = time away. and the sad thing is I only work 3 nights a week...

Then: I thought seriously dating and marriage would be boring, that I'd get sick of talking to someone all day long, or get annoyed by their constant presence and it would get mundane.
Now: He's the first person I tell everything, and the presence I always want around. Life is adventurous and always looking for something new to try, adventures to have, and ways to better myself.

Then: I found myself being so negative and dwelling on things that I couldn't control in life dragging me down to see only the bad.
Now: his positivity has rubbed off on me, that everyday is great even if in reality it's a bad day. Work is great, even if in reality it's a bad shift. I see the good again!

Then: I used to feel inadequate, that I couldn't compare to all the picture perfect women I feel surrounded by.
Now: I feel beautiful, special, and amazing. Because I'm told that frequently.

I'll tell you what, not a day goes by without being grateful for my game changer. I love you.